Saturday, June 09, 2007

Sometimes...

Most of the time I am strong, fearless and full of fight. Sometimes at night, I am shaking inside and just want to be held...

I laugh and smile a lot, but sometimes when I'm alone, I let my guard down and cry... there is no one to wipe my tears...


I'm a unique mixture of tough & tender. Sometimes I feel invisible...

Sometimes I'm tired of having a heart, but to live without feeling or passion is no life at all. This is the saga of our existence..... to know both amazing joy and agonizing pain. It is possible for the two extremes to co-exist and this gives one the feeling of living on the razor's edge.


Most mornings I wake up ready to meet every challenge. Sometimes I wish the world would just go away and let me rest for a while. Life isn't fair and sometimes there's a silent scream inside me. If I work/workout hard enough, it goes away...

Sometimes I feel helpless- so much good I wish to do, but I'm only one person. I try but I can't fix things for people...


Sometimes the weight of my dreams lays heavy on my chest. Sometimes we allow great moments to pass us by because we're too afraid to take a chance. Sometimes the very thing you want most of all remains just beyond your reach and you must accept things that can never be.

The future is always uncertain. Sometimes you just have to stand tall and put one foot in front of the other anyway...

12 comments:

Sam!! said...

Such a beautiful, heart touching, poetic post....

I hope sis you are doing fine there.

Prayers n love,

Samrina

Don said...

I think you have succinctly summed up the "human condition"..blessings........

Livingsword said...

Just commenting to let you know I am listening.

kairosnow said...

your thoughts are so timely for me...just a reminder that I'm not the only one with all those problems this world has to offer :). Inspiring...

imfreenow.blogspot.com said...

Just a reminder from our Lord, that he came to give you life, and that more abundant (and an overflow to others!)

sage said...

Nice thoughts--life is a mixture of good and bad, the beauty and the ugly, the joys and the sorrows.

MovinMan said...

Trailady,

I'm not sure if I have your e-mail address correct. Could you send me one so I'll know I have the correct one? I need to talk with you soon.

Karl

Livingsword said...

Trailady;
No new article for awhile, I hope you are well.

Sam!! said...

Hi Trailady,

Where are you lost since so long??

Hope everything is fine with you and your family.

Miss you...

Take care

Erin said...

Thinking about you. Hope all is well.

Anonymous said...

Trailady, I found your blog a while ago and have truly appreciated your heart and soul as it pours forth in your postings.

I don't pretend to know what you are feeling at this difficult time in your life, but I just wanted to let you know you have been in my thoughts and prayers.

Thank you for being real and sharing the good, the bad, and the ugly of life.

Gingers Mom said...

You are so eloquent, even when you are hurting. I hope things are looking up somewhat. You are loved. Really.